insomnia

Looking for reality....searching to find....the peace and the joy that this soul craves....loving you so much more than any of this....wanting no distinction between where I end and YOU begin....You wash it all away until that is left is a reflection....thank you that this is not all....thank you for forgiveness....thank you for glimpses....thank you that sometimes when we try to reach out and help (feed, clothe, or share hope) someone, they are actually the ones reaching out to us.....thank you for bringing me to my knees, just when I think "i" got things right....thank you for the shadow of your wings....thank you for the dark before the dawn....thank you for the tears before Your joy....thank you for constance....thank you for the coziest security blanket of all time.