I am nothing, He is everything.
I can do nothing, He can do anything.
He chooses the LEAST of Us:
Exodus 4:10 Moses said to the LORD, "O Lord, I have never been eloquent, neither in the past nor since you have spoken to your servant. I am slow of speech and tongue."
(oh my thoughts exactly)
2 Corinthians 10:10 Speaking of Paul, they say, "His letters are weighty and strong, but his bodily presence is weak, and his speech of no account."
(I can relate to the weak bodily presence and speech!)
In 2 Samuel 11 King David was shown to be an adulterer and murderer but after repenting was according to Acts 13:22 'A man after God's own heart.'
We are all imperfect humans given challenges, feeling pain and suffering, but we are also given inspiration and examples, help and hope.
Nobody asked us to be perfect.
No one expects us to make NO mistakes.
Take what you have been give, RUN with it.
Run forward, make a goal and pursue it with all that you have.
DO NOT FOCUS on your failures, do not look at your past mistakes, DO NOT remember those times you messed up. Remember what you have been given, remember what you are capable of with the help of everyONE around you. Remember that you can do ALL THINGS through Him who gives you strength.
Ya, I am talking to myself :) but just wanted to share in case anyone else needed to hear it.
Love and Peace
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Thursday, September 30, 2010
thoughts of kampuchea
I found out that I prefer:
Palm trees TO skyscrapers
50 cent street food that might not be completely up to modern world sanitation standards but is served with a HUGE, sincere smile TO $12 lunches where everything is perfectly clean and the person serving you doesn’t even look into your eyes much less give you a smile worthy of the Guinness book of world records
Haggling for ten minutes over paying $1.50 for that t-shirt rather than $2 TO paying $20 for the same t-shirt made in the same factory by the same beautiful brown hands
Tiny bathrooms with the shower and the toilet and the sink practically touching and everything getting wet when you shower TO large, ‘clean,’ unfriendly rooms where everything is perfect
Monsoons that cause the streets to flood and leave everyone stranded wherever they are right at that moment (such an adventure) TO all day drizzles
Magical smiles that light up your soul paired with happy ‘Sousdays’ that linger for minutes everywhere you go TO mandatory thin smiles and greetings that are meaningless and forgotten
Strangers offering you directions or anything that you need when they don’t even speak the same language but somehow that mix of broken English, bits of Khmer, and a lot of gestures gets you there TO strangers who do not even make eye contact on the street, the train, or at a restaurant
Rows of endless chaos of fruits, vegetables, smelly meats, breads, grains, insects, and who knows what else TO perfectly organized and labeled aisles crowded with carts overflowing with food, much of which will eventually rot and be wasted
I don’t know, maybe it’s just me
Palm trees TO skyscrapers
50 cent street food that might not be completely up to modern world sanitation standards but is served with a HUGE, sincere smile TO $12 lunches where everything is perfectly clean and the person serving you doesn’t even look into your eyes much less give you a smile worthy of the Guinness book of world records
Haggling for ten minutes over paying $1.50 for that t-shirt rather than $2 TO paying $20 for the same t-shirt made in the same factory by the same beautiful brown hands
Tiny bathrooms with the shower and the toilet and the sink practically touching and everything getting wet when you shower TO large, ‘clean,’ unfriendly rooms where everything is perfect
Monsoons that cause the streets to flood and leave everyone stranded wherever they are right at that moment (such an adventure) TO all day drizzles
Magical smiles that light up your soul paired with happy ‘Sousdays’ that linger for minutes everywhere you go TO mandatory thin smiles and greetings that are meaningless and forgotten
Strangers offering you directions or anything that you need when they don’t even speak the same language but somehow that mix of broken English, bits of Khmer, and a lot of gestures gets you there TO strangers who do not even make eye contact on the street, the train, or at a restaurant
Rows of endless chaos of fruits, vegetables, smelly meats, breads, grains, insects, and who knows what else TO perfectly organized and labeled aisles crowded with carts overflowing with food, much of which will eventually rot and be wasted
I don’t know, maybe it’s just me
Monday, September 6, 2010
UPDATE...
sorry I am not very good at blogging :)
Just wanted to fill anyone in who doesn't know....
I am now in Melbourne. Not by choice :)
My heart is still 100% in Cambodia and I DID NOT WANT to leave, but it was a necessity. Mary and I are both going to focus on working here for awhile, maybe 6-8 months so that we can support ourselves in Cambodia for longer. Things were more expensive than we had originally anticipated and we did not have sufficient funds to live there unemployed for a year like we were hoping. BUT...we learned a TON, built amazing, life-long relationships, fell in love with the country and the people that make it what it is.
There is no question...I will go back :) I don't have an exact date, but I do have plans, ideas, dreams, and they will happen!
Please keep in touch, I will try to be more diligent about blogging now that we have wifi in the house we are living in. Found an amazing place to live after about a week of wasting money on hotels and hostels... :( It is cozy and the couple we live with are super fun, laid back, rock climbers, very easy to get along with. The ocean is a two minute walk away :) I will post pics soon.
Love you all! Please pray that we will find the perfect jobs soon! So we can get back to Cambodia soon!!! :)
Just wanted to fill anyone in who doesn't know....
I am now in Melbourne. Not by choice :)
My heart is still 100% in Cambodia and I DID NOT WANT to leave, but it was a necessity. Mary and I are both going to focus on working here for awhile, maybe 6-8 months so that we can support ourselves in Cambodia for longer. Things were more expensive than we had originally anticipated and we did not have sufficient funds to live there unemployed for a year like we were hoping. BUT...we learned a TON, built amazing, life-long relationships, fell in love with the country and the people that make it what it is.
There is no question...I will go back :) I don't have an exact date, but I do have plans, ideas, dreams, and they will happen!
Please keep in touch, I will try to be more diligent about blogging now that we have wifi in the house we are living in. Found an amazing place to live after about a week of wasting money on hotels and hostels... :( It is cozy and the couple we live with are super fun, laid back, rock climbers, very easy to get along with. The ocean is a two minute walk away :) I will post pics soon.
Love you all! Please pray that we will find the perfect jobs soon! So we can get back to Cambodia soon!!! :)
Friday, August 13, 2010
hate hurts. . .
Watching the news lately, being in the place that I am, seeing the situations that victims are in, it is difficult to overcome feelings of anger and hate. God has been teaching me over and over again that hate only hurts (yourself most of all). He keeps reminding me of Saul (not Paul, Saul). Saul openly led others to kill people simply for their beliefs, in otherwords he was a terrorist. It is not a secret that he lead others to imprison and kill Christians.
Matthew 5:43-45 "You have heard that it was said, 'YOU SHALL LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR and hate your enemy.' But I say to you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, so that you may be sons of your Father who is in heaven; for He causes His sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous."
You cannot decide who is worthy of God's grace. I cannot decide who is worthy of God's love. I cannot determine how to distribute justice. All I can do is trust and run (as quickly as I can) away from feelings of hate, anger, and despair.
Romans 12:19 "Dearly beloved, avenge not yourselves, but rather give place unto wrath: for it is written, Vengeance is mine; I will repay, saith the Lord"
Deuteronomy 32:35 "Vengeance is Mine, and retribution, In due time their foot will slip; For the day of their calamity is near, And the impending things are hastening upon them."
Proverbs 20:22 "Do not say, 'I will repay evil'; Wait for the LORD, and He will save you."
Proverbs 24:29 "Do not say, 'Thus I shall do to him as he has done to me; I will render to the man according to his work.'"
These are not just random verses pulled out of context with the purpose of judging others. These are just few examples of commands and advice given throughout Bible. There is no room in our hearts for LOVE AND HATE. We must keep our hearts pure and untainted. Leave the wrath to Him.
Matthew 5:43-45 "You have heard that it was said, 'YOU SHALL LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR and hate your enemy.' But I say to you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, so that you may be sons of your Father who is in heaven; for He causes His sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous."
You cannot decide who is worthy of God's grace. I cannot decide who is worthy of God's love. I cannot determine how to distribute justice. All I can do is trust and run (as quickly as I can) away from feelings of hate, anger, and despair.
Romans 12:19 "Dearly beloved, avenge not yourselves, but rather give place unto wrath: for it is written, Vengeance is mine; I will repay, saith the Lord"
Deuteronomy 32:35 "Vengeance is Mine, and retribution, In due time their foot will slip; For the day of their calamity is near, And the impending things are hastening upon them."
Proverbs 20:22 "Do not say, 'I will repay evil'; Wait for the LORD, and He will save you."
Proverbs 24:29 "Do not say, 'Thus I shall do to him as he has done to me; I will render to the man according to his work.'"
These are not just random verses pulled out of context with the purpose of judging others. These are just few examples of commands and advice given throughout Bible. There is no room in our hearts for LOVE AND HATE. We must keep our hearts pure and untainted. Leave the wrath to Him.
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